Hi everyone. I here come with another post of me expressing my thoughts.
I feel so.. fragile. I've never been this weak in my whole life. I used to be the girl who didn't care what people think of me, really. When I was in primary school, I didn't care about how fat I was, I didn't care if I had bad hair days, nothing. Actually, I lived a pretty happy primary school life. Nobody there was really ever mean. They don't call you fat, they don't call you ugly. They're don't judge. I mean I get it, its because we were all young and naive. We didn't know what 'judging' meant, how bad it would feel to be judged or how bad you are as a person if you judge. So we didn't. Until I stepped into my secondary life. Don't get me wrong, I like being in secondary school. Obviously everything has changed. People start caring how their bodies look and how many pimples they're getting. I think that when people start getting older, they start caring more about how they look. Because now, they understand how society really works. We all know that when people look at you, they look at how you look first. I mean duh, its on the outside. I don't know how your personality is when I look at you, do I? But I know how you look and I'm sorry but, I automatically judge it. Isn't that a natural reaction when everyone sees everyone? I don't like doing it, but I do so.. I guess I'm a hypocrite. Everyone's one anyway.
