sometimes it hurts instead

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hi everyone!

i've been MIA from the blogging world, wait i don't even consider myself a 'blogger'. My 'blog' is just somewhere that I can rant and pretend like people care about what i have to say. ok back to what i was saying, i've been MIA because I have nothing to talk about. This past Raya holiday what I did was go to Cherating, which wasn't all that exciting, eat and sleep. crazy, no?

you know what I hate? boring people. i mean hello can you please be more happy and fun? When I talk to you, please don't constantly reply me with kay, ok, whatever, haha, lol. Ok if i was that funny for you to constantly haha or lol me, my HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH is long overdue. so you better do that soon. And if i keep initiating a conversation, it means i want to talk to you or i want to keep this conversation going. and I barely initiate conversations, so if i do, please respond. If you still continue to give me stupid or uninteresting responses, ugh i'm going to go to your house and rape you.

Next thing, i hate when people obsess over their own boyfriends. like hello ok we get it he's your boyfriend you don't need to constantly drool over him omfg. " quick school reopen quicker i want to go see my boyfriend." hello if youre really that desperate to see your boyfriend go out with him la omg. or skype him la. what are you gonna do when you see him? you're probably gonna talk to him, hug him, peck him on the cheek or something and move on with life. or if you're a b@d@$$, you would go like make out and make love to him in the janitor's closet.

wow ok that paragraph above clearly shows that I need a life, friends, a chill pill, and some sense knocked into me. ignore half the things that i said i was bullshitting.

you know what makes me sad? couples.. in general, okay sweet couples to be exact. i don't know its so sad to see just people loving each other so so much and i'm just here.. all lonely. whatever suck it up su yee, suck. it. up.

NEVAAAHMIND I'LL FINDDDD SOMEONEE LIKE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-OOH OOOH

i just had to do that man, i just had to.