" are you okay? "
" yeah i'm perfectly fine."
its like when someone asks you that, how are you supposed to answer?
are you going to tell them the truth that you're not okay? blurt out everything you feel to your best friend?
question.
are they going to listen or care about what you're about to tell them?
they will judge you for what you're about to say, obviously.
they will.
because its so easy to.
they might not tell you, but they will. trust me.
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sometimes when someone asks you whats wrong, you can't tell them whats wrong. because, they're the problem. i mean, you can't just tell them. i mean you can, but, most people choose not to.
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for me, when someone asks me whats wrong, and i just feel like utter bullshit, i'll just say i'm fine.. i tend to burst into tears when i blurt out the words i'm fine. its like so hard. its self explanatory. you'll know how i feel when you actually go through it.
lately, i've been thinking a lot. i know, you're probably thinking, su yee doesn't think, she's a crazy, weird, happy girl. well, i can't deny that i'm not those. but, everyone has their moments, no? i just tend to hide it. i don't like showing my 'sad' emotions in front of an audience, and i'm not going to.
i personally hate sad people, i feel like their emotions, would bring my mood down. so, evidently, i would isolate myself from everyone else, bury all my emotions, and move on with life.
i don't understand the purpose of this post, i just needed a place to vent. goodbye.
