1. All I want is someone who will stay, no matter how hard it is to be with me.
UGH ASSESMENTS ASSESMENTS ASSESMENTS .
i was so stressed out yesterday . I slept at 12 in the morning and set my alarm at 4 in the morning just to study . i think im gonna do the same for today . For science , and mandarin . i don't know .. i just can't afford having to fail a subject or even get a goddamn D . I'm not trying to brag or anything , but in this class , i am so much more motivated to study . if I get switched to another class , i'll have a mental breakdown and just cry in school . lol . im so scared . oh the pressure is killing me . plus , the teachers keep on repeating about grades and stuff . what happened to having fun studying in school ? what even happened to having fun ? its all about grades now . grades , grades and grades . how is that fun when you're pressured 24/7 of having to get an A . and its worse when you have a bloody teacher that said this stupid ass line : " if you guys got a 90 and above in Assesment 1 , you guys are required to score full mark in your second assesment , if you don't score a full mark ( 100 % ) , you're only allowed to have one mistake . thats all " I WILL STAB YOUR ASS SO HARD YOU WON'T NEED A RECTUM TO STORE YOUR FAECES , IT'LL COME RIGHT OUT . actually no , i will not stab your ass , takut nanti i see all wrinkly stuff and I die first . saving myself .
whatever . but still , if I get switched to another class , i would die . like .. seriously? die . yeah , i've already planned , sometimes you need to expect the worst , i think .
i don't even know how to release stress , any ways , people ? but I swear . This Saturday / Sunday , i WILL go out with my friends . I WILL . even if I don't , i will go watch a movie with my family . and the weekend after that too . this is way too much for me , like , first time in my life okay .
oh and about the 90 above 100% thing , is this a way to discourage us to never get a higher mark since its nearly impossible to get 100 unless you're like glued to the books 24/7 and live in a cave and have nothing else to do except study ? well sorry . i don't live in a cave .
yeah. looking at the report cards of the people in my class , i will die . i mean seriously ? oh god . geniuses .
oh and whats pissing me off now is that my computer can't open pdf files anymore , and miss sue uploads her stuff in pdf form , as much as I hate saying this , i shall say it .
fml
P.S : have you guys seen the latest pictures of Justin Bieber in his Barcelona jersey ? sexy <3
okay . bye .
